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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
LAST DAY OF 2008!
2008 was definitely well-spent.
it began with a little romance & sweetness.
everything was once so beautiful.
everything was focus on him.
a quarter of the year, it got even sweeter & memorable.
& poly life started with a huge bang.
poly wasnt easy at first, trying to figure out the right clique.
but thank God,i manage to find the best girls =]
half of 2008 past,
emotions of betrayal & trust ruined all sweetness on that particular night.
the one who i thought was the one, became so distant.
problem resolved somehow.
but the scar remained intact.
doubts & enquiries were constant in mind.
manhood began for mr ex.
attitude changed, mindset changed.
**
received a church calling to teach the princesses.
birthday celebration with the most wonderful people.
3rd quarter of the year came along with a silly mistake.
a mistake i regretted & sorry for.
a mistake unintentionally that caused avoidance & silence for 8 weeks.
countless calls, numerous texts made, only to realize the heart is dead.
days & nights of tearful eyes.
BESTIE jasreel stood all day & night with me.
repeating the same golden advices again & again.
explaining the most logical way, the best solution.
2months before year end,
it was concluded.
& worst i had no say at all,
to me, it was NOT a peaceful breakup,mister.
friends or not? it doesnt really matter.
for one thing i know now, he's a changed person with attitude problem now.
last month of 2008,
was 3 weeks of sch holidays,
stayovers at bestie's.
shopped with bestie.
& there came christmas!
presents, ham, turkey, cookies, brownies.
all was concluded joyfully.
2009 will be BETTER!
DEFINITELY much more better!
2008 was definitely well-spent.
it began with a little romance & sweetness.
everything was once so beautiful.
everything was focus on him.
a quarter of the year, it got even sweeter & memorable.
& poly life started with a huge bang.
poly wasnt easy at first, trying to figure out the right clique.
but thank God,i manage to find the best girls =]
half of 2008 past,
emotions of betrayal & trust ruined all sweetness on that particular night.
the one who i thought was the one, became so distant.
problem resolved somehow.
but the scar remained intact.
doubts & enquiries were constant in mind.
manhood began for mr ex.
attitude changed, mindset changed.
**
received a church calling to teach the princesses.
birthday celebration with the most wonderful people.
3rd quarter of the year came along with a silly mistake.
a mistake i regretted & sorry for.
a mistake unintentionally that caused avoidance & silence for 8 weeks.
countless calls, numerous texts made, only to realize the heart is dead.
days & nights of tearful eyes.
BESTIE jasreel stood all day & night with me.
repeating the same golden advices again & again.
explaining the most logical way, the best solution.
2months before year end,
it was concluded.
& worst i had no say at all,
to me, it was NOT a peaceful breakup,mister.
friends or not? it doesnt really matter.
for one thing i know now, he's a changed person with attitude problem now.
last month of 2008,
was 3 weeks of sch holidays,
stayovers at bestie's.
shopped with bestie.
& there came christmas!
presents, ham, turkey, cookies, brownies.
all was concluded joyfully.
2009 will be BETTER!
DEFINITELY much more better!
★left her thoughts at
4:54 PM
4:54 PM
Monday, December 29, 2008
yong lyn & faith. lovely ones
the 'sister' of my class.
FAITH-ful little one.
my AMAZING best FRIEND!
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this morning felt as though i hasnt slept last night,
well,i did slept last night; but at almost 3am!
& i woke up at 9 this morning.zzz.
i was occupied by chats with my lil one last night.
& he made me realise he's grown up!
no more the super CUTE sec 1 kid that played badminton with me.
alright, he's still as CUTE luh..with a lil humour, a lil ghostly in him.
he never FAILS to make my day & even LATE night.
T.G.U.L.H
***lil one, THANK YOU!
hahaha..i will upgrade my software de ***
sch had started today.
not so much of fun.
the usual monday BLUES~
but tomorrow will definitely be FUN.
law in the morning;follow by IDEA at IMM. free & easy.
lets go SHOPPING! =))
★left her thoughts at
6:31 PM
6:31 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
CHRISTMAS is over! =)
stayed home on xmas eve.
but xmas day was packed.
mac's breakfast with family in the morning at 11am.
headed down to Suntec & Marina Sq for shopping.
lastly ended up in chinatown.
clique decided to meet up for movie last minute.
went home for awhile & cabbed down to PS & meet the clique.
the clique = I, Jasreel, Benjamin & Zhi Xian.
watched [ YES MAN ],
its was hilarious, extremely.
midnight supper at chinatown,
& all of us headed to Jas place.
flipped through the annual book.
looked through the days in secondary school.
& despite after 3 years, our friendship remains as strong! =]
played a round of dai dee, we stopped after the 1 silly round.
chat non-stop & alot & alot.
3 slackers lazed back & laugh when ben shared his ex gf experience.LOL!
ben remained standing or sitting on e floor, but never on the bed.
what a weird habit!
we are MATURED already.
we are GROWN UPs.
the topic we talked about isnt child's play anymore.
laughed, talked till almost 5.
2 guys decided to leave for home.
i tagged along, cabbed home with ben while zhixian footed back.
turned in almost 6am =/
stayed home on xmas eve.
but xmas day was packed.
mac's breakfast with family in the morning at 11am.
headed down to Suntec & Marina Sq for shopping.
lastly ended up in chinatown.
clique decided to meet up for movie last minute.
went home for awhile & cabbed down to PS & meet the clique.
the clique = I, Jasreel, Benjamin & Zhi Xian.
watched [ YES MAN ],
its was hilarious, extremely.
midnight supper at chinatown,
& all of us headed to Jas place.
flipped through the annual book.
looked through the days in secondary school.
& despite after 3 years, our friendship remains as strong! =]
played a round of dai dee, we stopped after the 1 silly round.
chat non-stop & alot & alot.
3 slackers lazed back & laugh when ben shared his ex gf experience.LOL!
ben remained standing or sitting on e floor, but never on the bed.
what a weird habit!
we are MATURED already.
we are GROWN UPs.
the topic we talked about isnt child's play anymore.
laughed, talked till almost 5.
2 guys decided to leave for home.
i tagged along, cabbed home with ben while zhixian footed back.
turned in almost 6am =/
★left her thoughts at
3:20 PM
3:20 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
i thought that will be a better choice.
i felt so guilty, but i know what i did was best for me,now.
i experienced the worst before, i wont do it again unless i've overcome it.
the pretense was tedious; was hell.
& it will never be the same again.
i felt so guilty, but i know what i did was best for me,now.
i experienced the worst before, i wont do it again unless i've overcome it.
the pretense was tedious; was hell.
& it will never be the same again.
★left her thoughts at
10:53 AM
10:53 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
THATS WHEN I LOVE YOU
when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
★left her thoughts at
10:34 AM
10:34 AM
Monday, December 22, 2008
1 more week of HOLIDAYS!
must enjoy it to the fullest.
at first i was excited, & filled with anticipation,
but now its left with fears,
i dont want months of effort & happiness to be wasted.
for once i know i will make the right decision
for once i know it will be better that way
for once i know it will never be the same again
for once, just for once this time round
let me decide for myself
must enjoy it to the fullest.
at first i was excited, & filled with anticipation,
but now its left with fears,
i dont want months of effort & happiness to be wasted.
for once i know i will make the right decision
for once i know it will be better that way
for once i know it will never be the same again
for once, just for once this time round
let me decide for myself
★left her thoughts at
10:53 AM
10:53 AM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
| homeSWEEThome finally! just gotten home from BESTIE'S place..again` im like an extremely frequent guest to her place luh =/ my 2nd home! hahaha. had YSA X'mas dinner at Aunty Connie's place. i invited bestie along.& yes..Aunty Connie's place is big, comfy & nice! & thats why we hold our yearly reunion dinner at her place =)) where the living alone could accomodate 30 people.like WOAH~ LOL! dinner was superb. with mashed potatoe, ham..& many more. the best ones are the brownies & cookies that Aunty Connie had baked! its addictive, its delicious! its just YUMMY lah~ had a lil game of [dont forget the lyrics] on xmas songs! after the game ended, almost everyone was into [The Little Nyona] im in LOVE with that drama! present exchange was the finale. trained down to BESTIE's place as Sis wanted to see her new home. slack in her room with her MUMMY. its just so happening lah.no generation gap at all. two GEMINIs & two CANCERIANs, we four turned the room upside down! & whats more qiao is that, sis & her mom bday is just 1 day apart, just like me & bestie. & they both have the same zodiac.. that explains why we four are so click =)) cabbed home with Sis` & here i am blogging. tomorrow will be a long day too. gonna shop for presents for my 3princesses before heading down to church for CHRISTMAS PARTY!! christmas is just so HAPPENING~~! |
★left her thoughts at
1:46 AM
1:46 AM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
wednesday was a shopping day!
"supposed" to meet bestie at 2pm at marina, but postpone it till 3.
she reached at 4plus, while i reached at 5! =X
was addicted to viwawa,couldnt help it luh.hahaha~
we spent almost close to $200 on decorations, presents & food!
hahaha..extremely fun when we carry bags of presents around the mall.
dinner at sizzler in Suntec,
with free flow of salad 'far'~ which i will never 'remember'
wahahaha~
homeSWEEThome to my place to settle my bags of presents.
get approval from dad to stay over at her place.
&& then cabbed down to her NEW house!
its very well-decorated! =)
ransacked her stuffs here & there,
& she gotten pack them again.
cause she's very typical about the items being well-aligned..LOL!
read through the festive cards i sent to her YEARS back..
saw a mini 'im sorry' card.HMMM~
PSP-ed, videos, & chat till late night.
4.30's mega mc griddles!
ghost story telling.
& finally we turn in around 6am!!
woke up 1plus for lunch.
homeSWEEThome after settling mom's errand at harbourfront.
BIGGEST plastic bag~
★left her thoughts at
5:08 PM
5:08 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
i have something to say.
i dont understand why do some people date another based on the outlook appearance.
have you ever wonder people do grow old someday?
even the prettiest, the most gorgeous one now will someday be filled of wrinkles on their faces.
how long can this external beauty last?
i dont deny first impression makes a lot of difference, but i believe as long as we are presentable, thats enough.
why do you have to focus your attention especially on the super gorgeous ones?
if you are extremely suave, well-built & possess all the gentleman qualities, that is fine.
however, you are NOT!
why should you despise people's appearance when you yourself is just purely someone that majority girls wont even sneak a peep at?!
why not learn to understand the person's character & personality which will be in them forever, rather than based on looks that are temporary.
i dont see the rationale behind it.
i dont understand why do some people date another based on the outlook appearance.
have you ever wonder people do grow old someday?
even the prettiest, the most gorgeous one now will someday be filled of wrinkles on their faces.
how long can this external beauty last?
i dont deny first impression makes a lot of difference, but i believe as long as we are presentable, thats enough.
why do you have to focus your attention especially on the super gorgeous ones?
if you are extremely suave, well-built & possess all the gentleman qualities, that is fine.
however, you are NOT!
why should you despise people's appearance when you yourself is just purely someone that majority girls wont even sneak a peep at?!
why not learn to understand the person's character & personality which will be in them forever, rather than based on looks that are temporary.
i dont see the rationale behind it.
★left her thoughts at
11:01 AM
11:01 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
UPDATES!
Saturday
Friday
i met up with Kristy for x'mas shopping.
but eventually we got NOTHING! haha.
dinner at an Italian restaurant in Paragon.
followed by movie at Cine, [Quarantine]
Television reporter Angela Vidal (Jennife Carpenter) and her cameraman (Steve Harris) are assigned to spend the night shift with a Los Angeles Fire Station. After a routine 911 call takes them to a small apartment building, they find police officers already on the scene in response to blood curdling screams coming from one of the apartment units.
Television reporter Angela Vidal (Jennife Carpenter) and her cameraman (Steve Harris) are assigned to spend the night shift with a Los Angeles Fire Station. After a routine 911 call takes them to a small apartment building, they find police officers already on the scene in response to blood curdling screams coming from one of the apartment units.
Unbeknownst to them, a woman living in the building has contracted a rare strain of rabies. After a few of the residents are viciously attacked, they try to escape with the news crew in tow, only to find that the CDC has quarantined the building. Phones, internet, televisions and cell phone access have been cut-off, and officials are not relaying information to those locked inside.
the movie was silly, to some extent.
but yet it was GORE! ohh mann~
there were scenes i got startled a few times! -.-
there were scenes i got startled a few times! -.-
homeSWEEThome at midnight, while she went to meet her bf =)
Saturday
accompanied Sis for a hairdo at Funan,
& i had my hair trimmed for $40! =(
though its costly, but its nice luh. worth it!
met mom at newton & went to stake centre for the x'mas program.
[A night in Bethlehem]
the scenes portraying Jesus's birth was awfully well done! =D
Sunday
Sis went back to church!
like after 5 years or so.
everyone was shocked & they welcomed her back!
stayed awhile for Denzel's baptism,
& aunty connie gave us a ride home caused its pouring heavily.
★left her thoughts at
11:04 PM
11:04 PM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
everything is FINALLY settled.
okay.i am taking up DRIVING! requested by Dad.
dad: how long is this holidays?
& had Fish n Co for dinner.
with the help of uncle leonard, it really made a huge difference.
sis is going back to church! =D
& she keeps saying :''im going to marry a returned missionary'' hmmm~ LOL!!
at least she's making improvement & stepping out.
if i am slow to realise & see through things, i think she's much more SLOWER than me!
its in our GENES..haha.
okay.i am taking up DRIVING! requested by Dad.
dad: how long is this holidays?
me: 3 weeks.why? whats wrong?
dad: when is the next long holiday?
me: err..end feb. 7 weeks.
dad: take up driving can? i pay.
me: urghhhs.but a lot of procedure to do
*looking at sis* & i said : "he wants me to learn driving -.-"
sis: go learn lah! when get licence very shiok one,cause you are a girl
ohhh mann, DRIVING~!! =/
& yes, i met up with Carolyn on tues! for movie & dinner at Great World.
she's my classmate of 6 years! =)
12 years of friendship.
we watched [wild child]
& had Fish n Co for dinner.more photos in her cam! shall post them when i received it =]]
★left her thoughts at
12:37 PM
12:37 PM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
its HOLIDAYS!
3 weeks of slacking ahead.
not planning to work;
have other plans in mind! =]
saturday was supposed to be a day of reward for myself.
but, i was kept busy with family issue again.
& this time round it involved more people.
alright,
the big hoo-haa was that uncle leonard was notified too =/
3 weeks of slacking ahead.
not planning to work;
have other plans in mind! =]
saturday was supposed to be a day of reward for myself.
but, i was kept busy with family issue again.
& this time round it involved more people.
alright,
the big hoo-haa was that uncle leonard was notified too =/
on a lighter note,
i met wantian for dinner at Vivo on Sat.
had Kim Gary,
shopped for present & clothes,
strawberry milkshake at mc cafe.
tons & tons of latest updates.
& home SWEET home!
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she's just so comfortable to be with =]]
i dont have to ponder twice about what i wanna say,
i simply speak my mind.
i told her things ranging from the minimal ones to the massive ones.
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& as usual Sunday was Sabbath Day, a day of rest & worship.
i love the hymns of christmas as it brings joy & gratitude.
& as the little primary kids sang it,
its just so loving! =))
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The Nativity Song
This is the season beloved of the year
Sing a rhyme; Christmas-time soon will be here
Tell the true story of Jesus's birth
When as a baby he came to the earth
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This is the new, star shining so bright
Lighting the world on that first christmas night
This is the angel proclaiming the birth
Singing "Hosanna" and "Peace on the earth"
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This is the stable, shelter so bare
Cattle and oxen first welcomed him there
This is the manger, sweet hay for a bed
Waiting for Jesus to cradle his head
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These are the sheperds, humble and mild
Hast'ning to worship the heavenly child
These are the wise men who followed the star
Frankincense, gold, and myrrh brought from afar
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See the sweet mother, Mary so fair
Joseph, who guided the donkey with care
See the dear baby of Betheleham,
Little Lord Jesus, the Savior of men
my lovely PRINCESSES!
★left her thoughts at
11:59 PM
11:59 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
well..its 2.09am now.
had a 120km/h cab ride an hr ago to and fro the extreme west side of singapore.
mom & i cabbed down with jittery feelings.
the issues are still unsettled; after 5months.
it hurts terribly to see mom so troubled.
i want to help; but i dont know how to.
we are not brought up in a family that practice affection.
dad, though a man of few words, speaks with intelligence.
mom, appears strict, jolly well knows everything thats happening.
they may not show how much they cared for you,
but i believe they definitely do.
we will always be by your side.
LOW family will always stands as ONE! =)
alright,
enough of my family issue.
back to school work & latest updates.
3 down; 1 more to go on Fri.
& thats all for term 3! woooh~
had a 120km/h cab ride an hr ago to and fro the extreme west side of singapore.
mom & i cabbed down with jittery feelings.
the issues are still unsettled; after 5months.
it hurts terribly to see mom so troubled.
i want to help; but i dont know how to.
we are not brought up in a family that practice affection.
dad, though a man of few words, speaks with intelligence.
mom, appears strict, jolly well knows everything thats happening.
they may not show how much they cared for you,
but i believe they definitely do.
we will always be by your side.
LOW family will always stands as ONE! =)
alright,
enough of my family issue.
back to school work & latest updates.
3 down; 1 more to go on Fri.
& thats all for term 3! woooh~
i met up with my favourite childhood playmate last friday!
lets see...
i hasnt seen her ever since we graduated from outram.
almost 3 years! wooahh..
she mentioned names that were so familiar yet puzzled,
names like zhilong, minglong & dion.
okay..i still remember zhilong, cause he simply lives NEXT to me!
as for minglong, same block, dont know which level.
& dion, lives few blocks away.i guess.
recalling the past days were amazing luh.
whereby i will go to her place everyday, just to play.
hide & seek, block catching, skate-scooters & cycling.
LOL!!
we roam all over Depot Road in our bikes.
raced from one end to another;
falls & sprains are necessity back then..hahaa!
i received a msg from a very familiar number.
a number i used to call.
a number so dearly before.
& it was a chinese msg.
lets see...
i hasnt seen her ever since we graduated from outram.
almost 3 years! wooahh..
she mentioned names that were so familiar yet puzzled,
names like zhilong, minglong & dion.
okay..i still remember zhilong, cause he simply lives NEXT to me!
as for minglong, same block, dont know which level.
& dion, lives few blocks away.i guess.
recalling the past days were amazing luh.
whereby i will go to her place everyday, just to play.
hide & seek, block catching, skate-scooters & cycling.
LOL!!
we roam all over Depot Road in our bikes.
raced from one end to another;
falls & sprains are necessity back then..hahaa!
i received a msg from a very familiar number.
a number i used to call.
a number so dearly before.
& it was a chinese msg.
★left her thoughts at
2:03 AM
2:03 AM
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
notes, noTEs & NOTES!!
LAW is down!
phew~
CADD tomorrow =/
★left her thoughts at
8:55 PM
8:55 PM
Monday, December 1, 2008
TERM TEST!
1 paper down;
3 more to go!
finally once i felt ECTP is do-able,though i hated it very much.
1 paper down;
3 more to go!
finally once i felt ECTP is do-able,though i hated it very much.
★left her thoughts at
6:05 PM
6:05 PM