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Saturday, November 1, 2008
after almost 3months or so, i finally met him on thurs.
at that point of time, i was loss for words.
we used to have never-ending conversation.
we used to be loud and noisy.
i tried holding back my tears, but i couldnt
i dont want him to see the red eyes of mine.
& bestie accompanied me to the washroom.
finally,he spoke to me
i responded in the most absurd manner.
the loud "WHAT" that i said frightened him.
what a huge reaction i gave, i dont know either.
throughout the K-singing session,
i avoided eyes contact with him.
i was busy texting my fears away.
trying hard to diversify the attention of him.
except for occasionally laughters & jokes.
i was stoning my time there.
i had so much to say,to understand from him.
we left for home together.
i was telling myself if i dont clarify the matter now,
probably i will never have any chance to do so.
thus,i text him, though we were just seats behind each other.
& again, i ask for one more chance.
he declined . . .still
& finally,
one last hug.
one last kiss.
...we parted amiably =)
i & him agreed to be best buddies like in the past.
perhaps the friendship in us deserves more appreciation and respect.
from this,
i can conclude:
...relationships are as vulnerable as it can be
...never love someone more than he/she does
...nothing is fair in relationships
...once the feeling is gone,nothing works anymore
THANK YOU to those who stood by me during this darkest moments.
ESPECIALLY..BESTIE JASREEL
...my beloved tau pok sis
...my 2 sweeties in sch_anisah & pita
...zhixian
...benjamin
...kani
...rere
=))
whats left now is to get over it & move on with my life!
at that point of time, i was loss for words.
we used to have never-ending conversation.
we used to be loud and noisy.
i tried holding back my tears, but i couldnt
i dont want him to see the red eyes of mine.
& bestie accompanied me to the washroom.
finally,he spoke to me
i responded in the most absurd manner.
the loud "WHAT" that i said frightened him.
what a huge reaction i gave, i dont know either.
throughout the K-singing session,
i avoided eyes contact with him.
i was busy texting my fears away.
trying hard to diversify the attention of him.
except for occasionally laughters & jokes.
i was stoning my time there.
i had so much to say,to understand from him.
we left for home together.
i was telling myself if i dont clarify the matter now,
probably i will never have any chance to do so.
thus,i text him, though we were just seats behind each other.
& again, i ask for one more chance.
he declined . . .still
& finally,
one last hug.
one last kiss.
...we parted amiably =)
i & him agreed to be best buddies like in the past.
perhaps the friendship in us deserves more appreciation and respect.
from this,
i can conclude:
...relationships are as vulnerable as it can be
...never love someone more than he/she does
...nothing is fair in relationships
...once the feeling is gone,nothing works anymore
THANK YOU to those who stood by me during this darkest moments.
ESPECIALLY..BESTIE JASREEL
...my beloved tau pok sis
...my 2 sweeties in sch_anisah & pita
...zhixian
...benjamin
...kani
...rere
=))
whats left now is to get over it & move on with my life!
★left her thoughts at
11:11 PM
11:11 PM