spent $600 within two days on 2 wellness packages. how destructive can credit card be. arghhh.
due to the silliest mistake i did on the packages. dearie was mad,pissed and upset. what done cannot be undone. i regretted my gullibility, seriously. im forgiven, for the time being. but yet the forgiveness seems untrue. same situation reappeared thrice. if i had the courage, if i had the determination, i will leave. but i know i couldnt. i choose to hold on, till the day i know whats best for us, there i'll go. given the past me, i would have left long ago. given the present me, i chose to humiliate myself, just to please you. in belief, its retribution. in fact, its love.